I had faith at first but realized that my faith was misguided. I relied on the Doctor's forthright behavior and was sorely mistaken. My sweet little girl of twenty years was aging and not well. He assured me that there would be a time when he would be ""honest"" with me, it is his job. That time never came, I agonized for days and days as to what to do. I didn't want to let her go but somehow in my heart I knew I had too BUT with no help from the Doctor. I made my decision and it was not an easy one. In fact, I was crying uncontrollably as I arrived at the office on that dreaded day in 2008 and ""HE"" was right there in the parking lot and walked right by me with absolutely no consideration for our well being, and ""they"" all knew we were on our way. I truly thought this ""guy"" had the forththought of the greiving process, letting go, I couldn't have been more incorrect. It has been a year and half and I still mourn my little girl. I have personally visited a couple of shelters but somehow because of my baby's last moments of our life together I can't move on. What a bloodly nightmare, I have cried for months and months. I will get past this in spite of his treatment of us and I look to give other kitties a wonderful home at some point in time!? I certianly will locate another caretaker!?
Pros: Close by!
Cons: The emotion and connection that I thought was there WAS NOT!
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