Since I was so little at the time of my parents divorce I don`t have any recollection of it. My older siblings had a difficult time with it and as I grew up a lot of that rubbed off on me. I was confused and didn`t knew why. I dealt with jealousy and envy of other two parent families. Although my grandparents were a big part of my life until they passed away my father didn`t become a regular part of my life until I was a teenager.